What the w.i.l.d. had to offer
I then feel a hand hold mine.
I decided to finally try out the WILD technique that my Guides had pointed to. I was a little bit sceptical whether or not this technique would work as I had been trying numerous ways to astral project with my memory recall for the last two or three months.
I went to bed at 10.30pm on the sunday and woke with an alarm at 2.30am. I get up, go to the bathroom and come back to bed. I stay up for around 20 minutes, writing down my plan for when I’m out. It’s always been to meet my Guides. I then turn off my night light and let myself drift off to sleep whilst on my back holding onto the intention to leave my body and envisioning myself getting out of bed and going downstairs and making a cup of tea. Making sure I am remembering the feel of the carpet under my feet, the cool hard bannister on my hands as i make my way down the stairs etc. I drift off to sleep quite easily.
Moments later, I am aware that I can feel the prana energy prickling under my skin and I know it’s time to get out so I focus my attention within my body and drag my attention outwards and immediately I am floating upwards. Seconds later I am moving through the tunnel/portal of white energy light and then everything around me becomes white and I cannot see anything. This is common for those who are fairly new to AP. I’m still learning to control my senses and memory. I do not want to have a negative experience so I try to raise my mood but saying ‘I’m excited to be here’ and ‘I’ve done it’. I then feel a hand hold mine. I cannot see clearly who it is but I can just about make out a lady’s face with dark long hair. I wanted to know her intentions so I demand ‘Show me your true nature’. Before anything else can happen I then get pulled back in my body and I am awake but my eyes are still closed and I pull myself out again with my focus. I am floating upwards again and going back through the whiteness.
I am ‘looking’ around me to see if I can make anything out and underneath me I see vaguely some houses and I realise I am flying. My thought is to get down so I can solidify myself in this environment which will hold me to this space longer and it will also bring clarity to my visions. To do this I need to involve myself in my environment such as picking things up, smelling things or even clapping my hands for example. As I have this thought I am down on the ground. All my plans go out of the window which is to finally meet my Spirit Guides…I just didn’t remember this but I knew it was important to keep myself there for as long as possible and could remember what I needed to do. I start clapping my hands and rubbing my arms. I start noticing that everything around me is becoming clearer. I can finally see my surroundings. So ahead of me there is a concrete tunnel that you’d find under a motorway, like a mini subway. I walk through it and I can see the other end where there are houses. Something catches my attention and I look around to find the exact same lady who I had seen before running up to me with a long white dress, wavy brown hair and a smile on her face.
She looks really friendly and pleased to see me but I am cautious and determined to find out whether her nature is pure so I demand again ‘Show me your true essence’ as I step away from her guarded. She looks at me confused and she still remains in the same form. I apologise to her as I continue to walk through the concrete tunnel and I explain that I have had a couple of rattling experiences and that’s why I asked. This must sound a bit crazy but she seems fine with that and she continues to walk alongside me. I continue to clap my hands and rub my arms and she finds this funny. I explain that I have to do this to stay in this place for a bit longer. She doesn’t question anything that I’m saying and just accepts it. I notice to my right there is the beach so I suggest that we head there. I ask her name and she says Helen Willian Mccormick (think the surname is correct). I wondered if she was joking when she said one of her names was William but as I looked at her face I could tell she was serious. I asked if she was one of my Spirit Guides and she shook her head. Why didn’t I ask out loud to meet my Guides while I was there?…I have no idea. I said to Helen that if I was able to make it out again that I would call her name. I asked her if she would hear me if I called her name and she laughed and said she wasn’t sure. I went on to ask if she has a mobile. She replied no and looked very confused. I was so surprised that I had made it out for this long and I had said so to Helen, explaining this was probably the longest I had been out and with that I was back in my body.
I am so amazed that the sign pointed to this particular technique which ended up working. It completely blows my mind.
Now I am not sure who this lady was. She didn’t ask me any questions even though she didn’t understand some of the things I was saying or doing. I have no idea how this all works. I am going to continue to journal it all and not make any judgements or pin any beliefs on them. Again, I do not appear to have a body. This will be one of my main points I want to clarify when I next have an experience… as well as asking to meet my Spirit Guide/s for the hundredth time.